What i wanted to say.

10:00 P.M. we sat in your car.
It was completely silent with your hands in mine and
our foreheads together.
You looked into my eyes, then
suddenly you leaned in,
hesitated and kissed me.
Your lips pressed against mine gently,
and you held my face with your hands.
You grabbed my waist and held me close.
"You should go." I whispered,
but you just shook your head and slowly you let go.
"I don't want to." you said looking into my eyes.
Just then I felt like my world was crashing down,
like my heart found its way out of my body.
It fell and broke in half.
I looked out the window trying to hide my tears that were slowly appearing.
I fought them back, and I turned to face you.
You grabbed my hand, and kissed it. Then 10:30 came, and I
knew you had to go. I forced myself to accept the fact that you,
you were really going to leave, even when I didn't want you to.
"I Love You." you whispered.
"I Love You too." I replied.
I slowly opened the door, and got out.
As I was walking away from you, I felt like,
like
I was just stabbed in the heart because I knew that on
December 15th you'd be gone.
That next year would be the next time I ever saw you again,
and that on the very next day,
you'd be gone.
Our last moments together,
our kisses,
our hugs,
would all slowly fade away.
Like leaves falling out of the tree one by one.